Provocation

I exist, I see, I hear
I am made of flesh, bonded by fear
So my dear, my dear
I must be clear
I will be gone at the end of this year
I'm sorry, I must go on, its better this way
Please stop, it won't matter what you say
You can put hands together and pray
I still won't stay...for you, things will be okay
She asked why I'm leaving, I said I don't know
I need to be somewhere where I can play in the snow
I want to sit by the river and watch the water flow
And at night I want to see the moon glow
Because that's not here, I really must go
She said no, please, don't leave
Her knees hit the ground as she starts to grieve
She begins to wipe her tears with her sleeves
How could you do this me, she asked
I said the reasons are vast
My love test you could never pass
Your not playing your role, so you must be recast
She told me she was the best I'll ever have
I smile, shook my head, and started to laugh
I said baby girl, you need to do your math
7 to 1, I'll take the chance
You were fine at first glance
But you ain't shit when it comes to romance
For once, I'm going to do my own dance
So goodbye, adios, au revoir
Your fake love it left a nice scar
So to hell with you, open up your own jar